March 4, 2009

Now for my apology...



Please know that yesterday's post was not about me being ungrateful! I KNOW that this baby, just like my others is a blessing from God. She will bring me much joy, once she is in my arms, not my belly! I'm sure she will also bring me many tears, sleepless nights, frustrations and many more emotions. But that's what kids are for! (And no, I'm not just speaking of the baby years, I expect those feelings to carry over well into the teen years and beyond). I know that I am blessed to be able to carry this child, please don't ever think that I'm being ungrateful. As much as I would love her to arrive any day, I know that it's best she stays inside and grows stronger for 9 more weeks, and I'm willing to go through anything to give her that time! And, I'll try to have a better attitude about it too! Promise!

4 comments:

The Neuman's said...

I don't think you are complaining too much at all. I've seen people complain far more about much less (I'm guilty of that) Besides, this is a place for you to be able to vent those frustrations and have those moments.

I think if you did have those moments I think there are people out there that would think you are in denial and would be worried about you =-)

S Huiz said...

You are being too hard on yourself-you have never seemed ungrateful. We know that *&^%$#@ is loved in your belly and will be loved by MANY, MANY more of us outside of your belly. Then we can help you out some! Not much I can do with her now. ;-)

And I'm loving that you are constantly posting- gives me something to do! ;-)

Jennifer said...

Don't beat yourself up. We all understand that!

MandaKay said...

Do not apologize for telling people how you are feeling. It did not come off as complaining at all. Those of us who have ever carried a child in our womb know that we are entitled to our fair amount of honest feelings when it comes to this! Press on girl - not that much longer!